benefit of a doubt

to give or not to give?

you wanna believe the story. hoping that it's true. hoping that it's an honest mistake or genuine reason. but along the line.. you doubted it. perhaps because you dont wanna get hurt so bad?

but to be in doubt..in almost everything. is pathetic! trust me. you'll lose your spirit, you'll lose your energy, you'll lose your confidence. and the funny thing is that..insecurity worn you out. bit by bit. you started to lose yourself. your ground. your only hope. and hopefully not your sanity.

nevertheless, it is off relevancy though. no matter what other people tell you, or instill you with articulate formula, the choice is yours to make.

mine? maybe i should stop hoping that my life is you..and my world is you. even if you define me. just maybe!

plainjane.