an appeal not to lose heart

have you ever felt like strange things happen? like you are going round the twist? I constantly having 'nightmares' these few weeks. it's horrifying. and by evening, i still can't take it off my mind. maybe because we decided not to talk about it (maybe to not to talk about it is what best after all..).. it started to haunt me. well you know, silence and its deafening effect = heart-wrenching! but i guess..we just gonna let things fall short on its own. I might not know what to do.. but I know that it will comes in ways that God knows when. fingers crossed.

"for whatever we lose (like a you or a me) it's always ourselves we find in the sea"

- e.e cummings.

lala.