God has better plan

just because i'm losing..doesn't mean i'm lost, doesn't mean i'll stop and surely it doesn't mean i will cross. you might be a big fish in a little pond..doesn't mean you've won. 'cause along may come a bigger one. and you'll be lost.

**incik beruang, i might end up losing in this. maybe like a fool to you. but i told you once that i'm a tough cookie to break. i'm a real tough cookie to be played with. and i hold no grudge. no hatred. not even tiny little hatred. because you've given me one of the happiest things to remember. that you had once loved me. thank you for letting me rest in that place of yours. even for a while. so yeah..senyum la. kita nampak comel bila senyum. haha.


**ohh..to you incik lebah..thank you for being a super nice best friend for the last couple of weeks..and years. thank you for the whole day you've spent utk teman jln2 semalam..and share fruity yogurt ice cream with almond dgn saya. even kamu tak suka. haha. thank you for distracting najlaa haridan. for dealing with my stupidity and immature act. whatever happened between us..only God knows best. but one thing..saya masih sayang kamu. sila jaga diri. jaga diri. jaga diri. and jaga family esp mama. saya sayang mama kamu. and sila hidup dengan gembira pliss. ini request.

you two are super duper uber precious. but i guess the right guy isn't exactly knocking on the door and i can't seem to find a decent door to knock either. for now..mari kumpul duit dan beli 'azizi' yang menawan!!


p/s: saya masih ada cik dolfin dan cik rusa. pari pari dan semangat mereka. dengan tiga jalur pelangi yang berbaki untuk cukupkan empat jalur. BERUSAHALAHH!!!

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